>You've been with Fluttershy for about a year
>When you first met her, she was the most beautiful mare you have ever seen
>You could of sworn she was an angel
>It was a miracle when you found out her feelings were even stronger towards you
>"I found my true love at such a young age, oh I'm so very happy" she would say to her friends
>A year after you two "fell in love" she moved into your tiny apartment with you
>It was then you noticed little habits she had
>They were cute at first but now they're becoming annoying
>She would sing far too loud while cooking in the mornings and it'd wake you up
>There is always animal shit in the bedroom by the windows
>She always spoke too fucking quiet
>You love her, but she pisses you the fuck off at times
>One day you notice
>Fluttershy loves you far too much to ever leave you
>You wonder for a while what it'd be like to just..smack her
>Give her a good beating the next time she leaves her animals shit in your room
>You can hear her in the kitchen now
>She's singing insanely loud
>Something about music in the trees
>You get up and walk to her
"Fluttershy can you give it a fucking rest?!"
>She turns to you, her wings flapping
>"Oh wh- goodness, I'm sorry anon. Do you want me to sing something else?"
"I want you to give it a freaking rest for once
>"Give what a rest?"
"You're constant singing!"
>Shes pissing you off now
>Shes such a fucking idiot sometimes
>"Oh I'm so very sorry anon, I didn't mean to upset you...can I at least hum?"
"...I guess thats okay"
>You turn to walk and she starts singing AGAIN
>Thats it
>You turn and give her a good clean blow to the head
>She falls back and bangs into the wall and falls to the floor
>She looks up at you with big big eyes and covers her head
>"Y-...You hit me..."
>You keep glaring down at her, feeling more powerful than ever
>You take a step towards her
>She flinches
>You never knew how entertaining this is
>She really does look scared though

>Holy shit what am I doing
>You step back
>You can't believe you just struck her
>You forgot for a moment that you were so in love with her
>You're still standing over your cowering loved one
>You let out a little flustered sound and turn and leave
>You go into your room and slam the door
"Oh my god what do I do..."
>You think up excuses in your head to try and justify this
>You remember all the things that she does that pisses you off
>You come to the conclusion that you're just correcting her
>You love her, she must know that by now
>You come back out and see Fluttershy putting away the things she knocked over when you hit her
>You see her and she is silently crying
>You feel like shit now
>You get down on your knees next to her so your at better eye level
>She winces a bit
"I-I'm sorry Fluttershy...I don't know what happened"
>"A-..are you REALLY sorry?"
>You nod
>She gives you a soft smile
>"Well then... I guess its okay. Everyone makes mistakes
>She gives you a hug
>You hug back
>You know this isn't the only time you'll be hitting her
>Part of you suddenly craves it
>Part of you feels like shit about this
>Who would smack someone they love?

>You're sitting on the couch
>Fluttershy seems distant but she still speaks to you
>"Um...Anon?"
"mm?"
>"Oh um..if its not..t-too much trouble.... um.."
"Spit it out."
>You notice how sour you sound
"Ahem..uh..yes what is it, love?"
>God you sound awkward
>"Um..is it okay if...um...well this mouse um..broke his leg and um...is it okay if it sleeps in this tiny bed I made for him in our room? Oh but if you don't want to tha-thats fine too.."
"You're going to let a wild animal stay in my room?"
>"H-He won't take up space i mean...oh...um.."
>Why would she bring a wild animal in the house?
>This thing could bite you or even her while you two sleep
>Why would she even ask something that stupid she should of known the answer would of been no
"...Wh- why would you even ask? No! Of coures not! Its a dirty animal"
>"Wh- he is NOT dirty..."
"How do you know he doesn't have fucking rabies?"
>"I...I think I'd know.."
"How? Huh? Tell me."
>How can she be so stupid
>You feel your anger swelling
>"H-he's not...he doesn't have it.."
>Her head it lowered
>You feel that urge to hit her again
>Telling her off doesn't seem to be working
>"H-he'll only be here for a few nights..."
"What!? Nights?! A few?! No way."
>She's not listening
>You don't want to hit her
>But you still do
>Nothing too hard
>A backhand across the face
"Fucking listen!"
>She flinches and lets out a tiny cry as her head cocks to the side
>You didn't really mean to hit her that hard
>"I-I'm sorry anon I'm sorry..I-I'll go take him outside now.."
>Shes on the verge of tears as she runs to your room
>You hear her slam the door behind her
>You hear her muffled cries
"I don't like hitting you y'know!"
>You snap back at her through the walls
>You feel a lump in your throat
"...I don't like hitting you..."

>You share a bed with Fluttershy
>She’s not cuddling with you tonight
>You two lie on farthest ends of the mattress
>She is an arms length away but feels as distant as the moon
>It feels more cold than anything
>You'd always feel smothered or way too hot when you cuddle her
>Plus some of her mane would always get in your mouth
>Being too hot, having hair in your mouth, awkward boners
>Everything that naturally comes with spooning someone as beautiful as Fluttershy
>You ponder about all the times you’ve hit her but you haven’t verbally damaged her
>You couldn’t call her ugly, that’d be a straight up lie
>Ignorant and dumb maybe
>She clearly doesn't want to cuddle
>It feels weird
>Its an empty feeling
>Empty and of course, cold
>You look to the back of Fluttershy's head
>She looks like she's shaking
>You go to put your arm around her
>She flinches
>For some reason this irritates you
>She always wants to cuddle, whats her problem tonight?
"What? I'm not aloud to cuddle you anymore or something?"
>”I..I don’t want to snuggle right now...”
>You sigh angrily
“Whats your problem Fluttershy?”
>”....nothing.”
>She is facing away from you as she speaks
“Can you look at me when you speak to me?”
>She shutters and slowly rolls over
>In the dark of the night you can still see the physical mark on her face from the last time you struck her
>You think to yourself “Evidence, shit I could get in serious trouble for this”
>What?
>Why are you worrying about yourself in this situation, Fluttershy is clearly mentally and physically injured
>The thought keeps popping in your head
>What would happen if she tells on you
>You need to think of a way out of this
>You put your arm around and apologize to her like always
>Like always she forgives you

>You wake up
>Fluttershy isn't there
>She must be out
>Why hasn't she told you she was leaving?
>You frown at the thought she'd just up and leave
>What could she be doing thats so important that she can't tell you before she's leaving
>You sit up and rub your eyes
>You get up and go to the kitchen
>No breakfast made, no dishes clean
>Does she expect you to do this?
>I mean, you WOULD but you have work and stuff
>Its not your fault
>You two agreed at the start of the relationship that you'd provide the money and house and everything
>All she needs to do is cook and clean
>Its reasonable, you do your job so why can she do hers
>You sigh, skip breakfast and go to work
>Usual work day
>Come home early
>Dishes still not done, still no food prepared, still no Fluttershy
>You let out a little angry sound and start cleaning
"Fucking...work constantly I don't need this shit..."
>You hear the door open
>You walk out to see who it is
>Its Fluttershy
>"U-uh...oh A-Anon, I...you're home early um...let me get dinner starte-"
"And where were you?!"
>"Um...T-Twilight needed my animals for a spell and um...oh I couldn't let those poor angels to to her without me there so...um..."
"So what? You care more about those filthy animals than me?"
>"N-No of course not I-"
"Then you must like Twilight more than me."
>"Wh- huh? What are you implying, dear?"
"I let you live here, I buy you food, buy you nice things, I do so much for you and you have the nerve to do leave out your half?
>"I-...I was going to-"
"Can you stop fucking mumbling?! I can't hear you!"
>"I-...I..."
"What?! I cant hear you!"
>"Anon I re-"
"What?!"
>She tops trying to apologize or make up excuses
>She's asking for it now
>How can she have the gut to go against the rules but doesn't have the guts to give a reasonable answer
>And like that, Fluttershy cries
>She doesn't run, she doesn't turn her head, she just stands there crying
>It pisses you off more

>Why the fuck is she crying?
>Because you caught her?
>This isn't the first time she's left to go help the animals instead of here, with you, her significant other
"I can't fucking believe you're crying...."
>"Y-...you're mean...."
"wh- Mean?! How is paying for all your food, letting you live here, buying you cute clothes, working so YOU DON'T HAVE TO mean?!"
>You know you already brought it up but you feel like she can't seem to process all you sacrifice for her
>"I-...I understand I'm sorry I'm sorry..."
>The fuck, she's apologizing?
"I didn't ask for an apology! I asked if you care more about those filthy animals than me!"
>"I...I..."
>She's not listening
>You can't resist
>You hit her across the face like you've done before
>She screams and falls to the side
>"I-I'm sorry...I'm sorry..I'm sorry..."
>She keeps muttering
"Oh my god! I'm not asking for an apology! Just answer me, damnit!"
>Holy shit she's pissing you off beyond reason
>You raise you hand again
>But this time, she flinches
>Her eyes open and she looks up at you with her big eyes
>And you remember for a moment
>She's absolutely beautiful
>You pause, hand still in the air
>You slowly lower it back down limply
"....get up..."
>She doesn't miss a beat obeying you
>She instantly stands up, sniffling
"I...I'm sorry..."
>She sniffles and rubs the spot where you hit her, a nice round bruise would form there sooner or later
>Fuck, more evidence
>You're nice to her every other time, you only hit her when she pisses you off beyond belief
>You feel like shit afterwards so you can't be that bad
>Right?
>Fluttershy stumbles to the kitchen, still quietly crying
>You don't follow
>You need to make her forgive you
>You decide to go out and buy her something
>That should stop her from even considering hating you